it is currently 6:06 pm central time on Thursday September 26, 2024. I am  writing  this message  from the Austin Public Library.  I am waiting  for my  flight to go back home to Sacramento, but it got delayed so i walked here from the Deloitte office a few blocks over. 

i wonder if anyone will ever see this... if you do, write me an email  Hamzahsarwari@gmail.com

i deactivated my instagram, i feel so much better without it, although i miss having the ability to make public service announcements at any given time. but i think its better this way. I get to stay focused on what’s ahead of me without seeing distracting myself with the lives of others... besides it feels kinda good not being able to compare your life to someone else. After all, comparison is the thief of all joys. 


Anyways, i hope you’re having a good day. i hope that life has been treating you well, and that you have been spending time taking care of yourself and learning. I learned that learning is important. I want to start a journal where i just write one new thing i learned each day. And before i know it, i would have learned so many new things...
so my question to you is, what is the last thing you learned?


life has been weird lately, i turned 24 about a month ago and that kinda creeped up on me. I feel like i was 17 just a few months ago and you’re telling me that was SEVEN years ago?? no way. 
Before i know it i guess i will be hitting my thirties. I am tryna make the most of the time i have left. i keep telling myself i want to lock in, and maybe i will or maybe i already am locked in ? 


i guess i just won’t know 


anyways, austin is a really cool place. There is a lot of cool things to do here, but there’s a lot of white people so i dont know if i’d ever want to live her per se but it is nice. I really enjoy diversity - i feel like it gives the city some culture and like hmmm im not sure how to word it. But it’s nice seeing folks that are different colors and speak different languages and have their own culture. i don’t really think run club is a culture... sue me.